Shawn never promised himself to me..but we spent so much time together, he spoke words that aren't meant for just anyone..he made me feel like he had a genuine interest in me and a connection that deserved a chance..
I wonder if he thinks about the nights we shared..
The singing shadow puppet has to be one of my best memories with Shawn,
I hadn't laughed like that in such a long time, I think my brain grew addicted to the high I got when he smiled.
Such an insane smile.
I also remember the one and only time he ever brushed my hair behind my ear,
semi-magical :P.
Our friendship started off very sexually charged. which I'm almost certain had no effect on our current status as
"just friends"
He never intended to keep me for his own, I was a fool to think otherwise.
